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Sruggle, it o itself, and I will drown.
I do not .
I cease struggling at all, and surrender myself to its viscid, circular currents.
t is t day, perion. But next day, at
eigutors me a desk and a stool for me close to ting finger on ool is and t of my single and finally groience er all; and to be free of a desire to ty often.
Still, t o o e, to se moves silently upon paper, and a green-so save my eyes.
t s, of smouldering dust: a curious smell—I so e it!—th.
My self is of t tedious kind, and consists cext, from antique volumes, into a leat is filled my job is to render it blank again ask, more tter I am made to copy: for tion, groo tear; and t of a smudge on a leaf of text, or tearing paper, is more ts of t I fear most as a cres of past lessons, imperfectly erased.
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But I learn quickly. turns. I am made small re-soled slippers, a goiff as t, but of velvet. I am alloo take my supper in